Frustrations

It's difficult when you aspire to be better in life yet the people you would expect to support you does not even have an inch of concern or support for you.. Worse, they pull you down either on purpose or not.. And when you talk to them about it, they blame you constantly.. Frustrating.. Really..

I am at the brink of a breakdown.. It's like I want to shout.. Just shout.. I don't know how long or howmuch I can still hold myself together.. But I feel they are starting to win on pulling me down to the abyss of failure.. I need help..